Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Something to ponder/think about...

Hello my friends,

I know it has been a while since I have updated my blog. I have been thinking about what to write and how to update what is going on in my life. I have been having a hard time ever since I have been back from Uganda, Africa. I look around at the many things this American has to offer. I look around and see the materialism in this culture. I look around and see people who are not willing to accept the free gift that Our Glorious God has to offer. I look around and see people who not willing to give up their comforts to go spend some time in the Nations. I look around and see people getting caught up within themselves. I look around and see a Nation who has many "things", but does not know how to use them all wisely. We are a Nation with many "things" but put the majority to waste. I would even say, how dare us! There are people around the world who are suffering. There are millions upon millions orphans in Africa. What these orphans and people suffer compares nothing to what we suffer here in America, they suffer a whole lot more than we do. We are so caught up in our desires and thinking how to satisfy ourselves. And we as a people fail to see things through the eyes of Our God. We fail to see the world through His beautiful eyes. We fail to feel what He feels. We fail to love what He loves. We even fail to go where He is (where He wants us to go). Yesterday I was walking into Kroger to get some things for the week and I got sick. It made me sick to see how much food "we" have and buy. I bet some of that food people buy, goes to waste. And to think there are orphans in Africa, and all over the world that are starving (really starving, not just saying it, but are experiencing it) I was reading in my quiet time last night Ephesians 3. I love the whole book of Ephesians; Paul was an amazing writer and preacher. I loved the whole chapter but a couple verses spoke out to me; 18 & 20. Verse 18 starts like this, "may have power, together with all saints, to grasp how wide, and long and high and deep is the love of Christ." Does not that just blow your mind? I mean if every person that truly followed Jesus Christ would really grasp how wide, long, high, and deep His Love is would we do things and say things differently? I would even say yes. Verse 20 starts like this, "Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us." Holy crap chicken! That verse is so amazing. Our God is able to do things that we cannot comprehend or even imagine. Just to think that God is able to be there for the orphans if nobody wants to. He is able to raise that generation to do great things for His Name & Kingdom. God is able to do immeasurably and incredible things if people refuse to get out of their comfort zones to go minister to the orphans & widows. He desires to make Himself known to everybody in the Nations. That is how BIG our God is. We are called to the light of the world. So, let all of us carry our torches and go out unto the Nations and be a light, even in the dark places. That is what I pray for myself and for others who read this. This post was just some thoughts on my mind. Please let me know what ya'll think. We need to be willing to leave our comfort zone (stepping out of the boat) and go and make Christ known among the Nations. More of my thoughts will come later on. Ciao!


~Chandler

Friday, August 31, 2007

Christ became the curse for us

Hello My Mzungu Friends,

Praise God for today! Last night I have to say I went to an amazing concert of Shane & Shane last night at Thomas Road Baptist Church. The opening acts were Monk & Neagle and Bebo Normon. When Bebo spoke last night he said Bono and all those superstars aren't suppose to go to Africa, it's suppose to be the body of Christ..I was like preach it brother. That is so true! I mean I think it's cool what all of these celebs are doing and helping out with Africa and yet while they are over there the body of Christ is sitting down in their comfort zone. Tell me what the problem is there? Yeah, I think that there is a problem. And then when Shane & Shane got up to sing..I love them so much. God used them to speak and minister to many people last night. I know that He used them to minister to me last night. Last night Shane Bernard said something about Galatians 3 that was pretty cool. Last week I had a quiet time in this chapter and thought the exact same thing, so what he said was pretty cool. He spoke about Galatians 3:13-14. The whole chapter is about faith or observance of the law. I think Paul asking if people have real and authentic faith or do they still oberserve the law. And Paul even mentioned Abraham,"Consider Abraham: "He believed God and it was credited to him as righteousness." I mean do we simply have faith and follow God, just like Abraham did or follow the law. And then this is where verses 13 & 14 come in, "Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us, for it is written: 'Cursed is everyone who is hung on a tree.' He redeemed us in order that the blessing given to Abraham might come to the Gentiles through Christ Jesus, so that by faith we might recieve the promise of the Spirit." My friends Jesus Christ actually became the curse for us. WOW! Because if you think about it, we really didn't derserve to be alive. Our Saviour redeemed us by becoming the curse for us by hanging on a rugged tree. Oh WoW! That my friends is hard to grasped, but once you start to understand it, you start seeing things differently! Praise God that I went to hear Shane & Shane last night to hear about those words about Galatians. Praise God that He inspiried Paul to write Galatians. My Abba Father is so incredible!!! Ciao my friends!

Monday, August 20, 2007

Updates on life...some to come later.

Hello Mzungus,

Sorry I have not updated my blog in the past 3 weeks. I have been in this American culture for the past 3 and 1/2 weeks and I surely do wish I was back in Bunndo, Uganda. I wish I was at Good Shepherds Fold Orphanage. I miss all my children and secondary students. I miss the staffers there. And I truly miss Bob & Carolyn. I miss the life in the bush. I ask that you all pray for me please because I am having post-culture shock. And classes started today at Liberty, but mine are only on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I just want to be focused, but I also want to be open to be lead by the Holy Spirit. "Not to us, O Lord, not to us but to your name be the glory, because of your love and faithfulness." (Psalm 115:1). It is not to me. Life is not about Joseph Chandler Sharpe. When I was in Uganda God showed me that I am alive to worship Him and to serve Him. Well, I am going to get ready for bed now. I have class at 7:40 in the stinking A.M. I will update some time this week. Also in your prayers lift up Good Shepherds Fold Orphanage, all the children/secondary students, the staffers, and Bob & Carolyn (the directors). Lift up the Next Generation of Uganda. Lift up the country, Uganda as a whole. Just some updates about the LRA and the war in Northern Uganda. Right now there is peace, but Joseph Kony goes back and forth. However, as of right now there is peace in Uganda. Praise God there is peace in that beautiful country!! Talk to everyone later on. Thank you so much for all the prayers and encouragment during my time at GSF. Love you all. Ciao!


~In Christ,

Chandler

Monday, July 16, 2007

Energy Tank is LOW

Hello Family & Friends,

I hope everyone is doing well. I am going to be honest and say that I am not doing okay. My energy tank is getting really low. It is at its lowest point right now and I still have two more weeks before I leave. I wake up every morning and go to bed and night praying to our Abba Father for strength, endurance, and perseverance. I am learning what is behind the word "trust" and "rely." I have to say that I just realized tonight that I am emotionally drained. All of the emotions inside me are draining out. I cannot explain it to everyone because I do not even understand my emotions and feelings right now. I wrote this to ask that all my brothers and sisters in Christ continue to pray for me. Continue to pray that our Abba Father will grant me the strength to get through this time. And that He will also give me the endurance and perseverance. Also pray for the other Short Term Missionary here with me. She is also going through the exact same thing. Her name is Ineke Kajser. Just pray that our Abba Father would give her strength, endurance, and perseverance as well. She will leave a week after I leave. When she leaves the total time that she stayed would be 3 months. So I ask that you also please remember her in your prayers. And also please continue to pray for the other visitor; Beverly Burk. She will leave next Monday. So just pray for her safety in travel. And Carolyn left tonight to Ireland for two weeks to visit family. She really needs this small vacation. Just keep her in your prayers please. Pray for her safety in travel and also remember Bob in your prayers as well. He is going to be here in GSF by himself running everything. Just pray for him that God will give him the strength, endurance, perseverance, and wisdom. I know this is short, but it was meant to be short. I love you all! I even miss you all. I try not to think about that word because I do not want to get my focus blurry. I want my eyes and thoughts to stay focused on my Abba Father! Take care mi familia y mis amigos. Ciao!


~In Christ,

Chandler

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Interesting Day!

Hello Family and Friends,

Welcome to a very interesting day at GSF! On Monday in America is known as one of the worst days of the week because you have 5 more days to go after that horrible one. But here in Uganda there is a saying called, "TIA." ("This is Africa). When something happens to our American culture idea in our mind that is what we say. Well on Monday I got bit by one of my pre-schoolers and to make the news even more exciting one of our children set one of our classroom (storage) huts on fire. I was told by Bob that he was chasing a village child (outsider), but he was chasing the outsider with a stick that he got from the fire from the kitchen stove. I do not know why he chose a certain stick that looked like it was burning. I was over at the soccer field and I saw the some guys run with ladders and I kinda just stood there. But do not ask me why I stood there. I guess I was in shock. Once my shock was over I ran down to help the men and trying to keep the children from the fire, which was hard. And also on Monday we got a new visitor. Her name is Beverly and she is a Speical Needs Teacher and will be here for two weeks. Before I go I want to leave you all with some exicting news. Tomorrow I am leaving for a safari for three days. We are going to Queen Elizabeth National Park. I am so stoked and exicted that I get to see all of God's creation (beautiful animals) up close and personal! I know my updating business has been horrible, but I am trying my best to update as much as I can and as often as I can. I have some prayer request that I ask you all to pray for. God has laid on my heart to come back to GSF. Bob told me that one of the many positions that him and Carolyn are still looking for and still needing is a youth/children pastor. This past Sunday our pastor here came up to me and said that he would for me to come back and that he has liked my work. He then said that I need to come back and stay forever. Carolyn told me that our pastor is a man of few words, so when I heard that I was like whoa. And that night we all went to a missionary get together at the Global Outreach guest house and it was there I met a guy named Frank Gardner and he told me the same thing the pastor did. He was like you need to come back and stay at GSF. Once again I was like whoa. People this has been on my heart with a little bit of confusion and such. Just pray that God will speak to me and move. Just pray that if God wants me to come back and be a missionary here then He will work it out. Thank you all for all of the prayers. I really have needed them because my tank is going low right now. But Praise God that we find strength in Him. I am still praying also so I ask that you go in parntership with me. I asked Bob and Carolyn to go into a partnership, so I ask you the same. I will talk to everyone later on. Have a great time in America. Ciao!



~In Christ,

Chandler

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Not to us, O Lord, not to us!

Hello Family and Friends,

How is everyone doing? Today is my day off and I am in Jinja by myself in the Source Cafe. I really needed to be away today. I just needed a moment to breathe for a little while. The reason why I am by myself is because I need alone time even from Chad. I have no idea what Chad is doing and to be honest I do not care. Chad is leaving tomorrow to go back home and if you were to ask me if I like that I would tell you no. To be honest his attitude is like crap. For a couple of days he was lazy and doing nothing. Part of me wanted to shake him up and tell him that he is not on this trip for himself or even the orphans. He is on this journey for God and only God. He says that he knows that but his actions do not show it. He reminds me of myself when I first went to Argentina. I mean I was just out of high school and only 18 and turned 19 when I was there, but the thing is that I was young. I was still a teenager. I thought I had it altogether and knew everything but it was in Argentina when I realized that I had some growing up to do. I still have some growing up to do. I have been trying to help Chad because I have been in his shoes before. I have been homesick for about a month and a half and even went through many doubts. I thought many times that God wanted me to go back to the States and not finish but I know I made a commitment to God and to Jim and Peggy. So the only way I got through it was from the help and strength of Our Abba Father! I was not going to give up. I was going to stay there. Chad and I got into an argument about him leaving. He thinks that I am getting into his business. The only thing that I was only doing was helping my brother in Christ because I have walked in his shoes before and I wanted to help him out. I wanted to share with him the things that I have learned from my lessons. But you see the problem was that he had already made up his mind. I am not the one that can change minds and hearts, that is the work of the Holy Spirit. Just continue to pray for Chad. He is young (I mean so am I, I still have a lot of growing up to do). Just pray that Chad seeks the will of Our Abba Father and not his own! One thing that God reminded me yesterday is that "Not to us, O Lord, not to us, but to your name be the glory, because of your love and faithfulness." (Psalm 115:1) He reminded me that it is not to me. It is not to Chandler Sharpe. I am even not here at Jinja, Uganda for myself. I am not even here @ GSF for Bob & Carolyn. I am not even here for the orphans. I know it is even hard to say that, but that is the reality. I am here for My Abba Father. It is to Him and all about Him. It is not me for me. Chad was not even here for himself. The both of us were not even here to be good "Christ Followers." O to God's name be the glory forever!! Praise His name forever! And I am so thankful for his Love and Faithfulness! Praise His name forever! Yesterday when I read that verse I was very humbled because the preaching and the work that I have been doing has not been for myself. It has not been for the children. It has been to God to glorify His name and make his name known! Because It is NOT about me!! Life does not revolve around Joseph Chandler Sharpe. As I am writing this I wonder if Chad is going to read this when I gets home. And I think to myself I wonder if he gets mad at me. I mean he already is mad at me. And to be honest I really do not care if he gets mad at me because he and I need to learn that it is NOT to us! It is NOT about us! It is NOT to satisfy our desires! It is NOT to make a good name for us and to let people know that we have been to Africa! It is NOT about us! It is ALL about God and For God! Okay I think I am done for today. I could keep on going on and on. But I am stopping because my time is running up. But just remember that this post was not about Chad. This post was not talking rumors about Chad at all. This was not saying bad things about who is. I was just trying to get across this verse, "Not to us, O Lord, not to us, but to your name be the glory, because of your love and faithfulness." Psalm 115:1. I miss you all and love you all. Pray for Erin as she flies home today by herself and pray for Chad and he flies by himself tomorrow. Pray for their safety.



In Christ,

Chandler

Monday, July 2, 2007

I am okay!

Hello Family and Friends,

Just wanted to let everyone know that I am okay and safe! GSF is safe and sound. Right now we have police with guns on guard duty, plus we have our GSF guards with their bow and arrows. Something that I learned from this tragedy is that God is our refuge! God is our protection! God is our safe haven! God is our safe place! We can run to God when harm comes our way! And get this, God is even present during the most terrible troubles we have! He will not leave us! Nor will He ever forsake us! Nor we He ever turn His precious back on us! I wanted to let everyone know that I am okay and that GSF is safe and okay because my parents wrote me an e-mail asking if I was okay. Sorry I should of done this earlier, but I have been busy. Forgive me. No worries, God is on our side!! Praise God! I love you all and thank you for all of the encouragement and prayer. Please continue to pray for me because I have been tired and running out of energy.


~In Christ,

Chandler